Currently Listening Love, Pain & the Whole Crazy Thing By Keith Urban Once In A Lifetime see related

I LOVE MY LIFE. I LOVE MY MOM. I LOVE MY DAD. I LOVE MY SISTER. I LOVE MY FRIENDS. I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND. I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. I LOVE EVERYONE. AND IM SORRY. I HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME.

~LAUREN

I realized what L.I.F.E. is all about...it's hangin' on when your heart has had enough...it's giving MORE when you feel like giving up. ~Martina Mcbride

Did you ever try your hardest to do the best you could but everyone around u thought u were doin the worst and not even trying? And did you ever want something so freakin bad and u got told u could have it but then rite at that moment u wud hav gotten it someone tells u u cant have it anymore? Did you ever love someone so much and u acted stupid once and they call u a bitch even tho there ur best friend and they didnt even notice that u were trying and after all uve been thru in the past 2 months has all piled up and THEY KNOW IT but then when u do something stupid u didnt even mean to do they dont even remember that u have all these problems in ur life and u ARE trying your best. you'd at least think ur best friends wud do that. but no ..she goes and calls u a bitch. that pretty much kills. and the thing is..she means it. u may go around calling ppl that but u def. dont mean it..she does. and maybe they have problems in their life too but it doesnt compare to urs and they mite think it does but it doesnt. they mite b questioning their faith but thats nothing compared NOTHING COMPARED to wat u've done and been thru. and u jus wish they could forget about it..like guys..they forget and never think anything of it again..y cant girls do that. then life would be so much easier. and omg u've acted way meaner to ur bf than to u friends but yet hes the one that forgives u first..hes the one that forgets...hes the one that still loves me...hes the one that understands...hes the one that doesnt get angry over a stupid little thing...and hes the one that still can say to me, "you're perfect." at least then u no that someone cares about u. and then in the past 2 months u and ur mom hav been fighting nonstop but u no wat b/c of that one stupid little thing u did, shes the one that can come to me and say i forgive u and i know ur trying. and that just makes u cry b/c you'd think ur friends wud say that but no ur mom, the one person u were angry at for so long, says it. i love you, mom. and u never saw it until now that she actaully does care, if not more than anyone. and she DOES love me. maybe shes told u that before and u did believe her but u didny really feel it. well now i know she does. and you are moving on but maybe ur friends arent. so u dont no wat to do b/c ur tired of it and u hav already moved on but they still ignore u so u pray and u wonder y they arent praying. and u say ur sry and ask for their forgiveness but they wont give it to u and u went thru something way worse with trying to forgive someone u may care more about than ur friends but u did forgive that person so u wonder y they cant just forgive u. and u try not to worry about it and ur doin a real good job of it but then they go and yell at u and u KNOW thats not wat jesus wud do so u wonder if they realy are living their lives for Christ or jus pretending. and lately uve felt lyk their better christians than u but now u feel lyk a better one than them. and u may hav messed up so much in the past but now today u hav finally decided that u moved on and it feels so amazing and life feels better than it has in months if not years. and yea ur friends mite b having a bad day but the only reason for that is b/c their holding onto something they cant let go of and they no it so y dont they do something about it and they cant jus assume u can do it for them b/c ur not gonna u already apologized and now all u can do is wait and pray. wait and pray. and thats wat i have to do..but im not gonna let it bother me even if they think it will b/c its not. i know it now. and we'll see how long it takes. even if it takes years. or maybe jus hours. or seconds. but i've learned my lesson and i've already moved on. i hope you can too. just let it go and move on. its just that easy. MOVE ON. WWJD????????

this is a lesson.

i hope you learn from it.

~LCR      <3ARM<3

Currently Watching She's the Man (Full Screen Edition) By Amanda Bynes, Channing Tatum, Laura Ramsey, Vinnie Jones, David Cross (II), Julie Hagerty, Robert Hoffman, Jonathan Sadowski, Alex Breckenridge, Amanda Crew, Jessica Lucas (II), Brandon Jay McLaren, Clifton MaCabe Murray, James Snyder, James Kirk, Emily Perkins, Robert Torti, Lynda Boyd, John Pyper-Ferguson, Katie Stuart see related

Whole world could change in aminute
Just o.n.e. kiss could stop this  spining
We could think it through
But I don't want to, if you don't want to
We could keep things just the same
Leave here the way we came, with n.o.t.h.i.n.g. to lose
But I don't want to, if you don't want to

Without ever struggling with anything, you wouldnt learn anything. ~Danica Ritter...i love you.

Currently Listening All the Right Reasons By Nickelback If Everyone Cared see related

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is H.E.R.E in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

Currently Listening All the Right Reasons By Nickelback Far Away see related

I L.O.V.E. you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go